I’m so so so so stressed about college

I have no idea what I want to do, what I’m good at, or what I’m even able to do.

I got into the Journalism school in Mizzou. My other applications include University of California-Santa Barbara and University of Texas Austin, I’m not getting in either, point blank. I applied to LSU but haven’t heard anything back, I didn’t apply anywhere else, I can’t afford the applications. I don’t even really want to go to LSU I don’t think. OH, and I can’t even afford community college. WHAT THE FAAAAH